I want to live in Japan

I’m thinking about it more and more seriously… about living at least one year in Japan, studying Japanese.

My family tells me to wait until I’ve actually been there for a while and I suppose they got a point – but anyway – it feels so right.

I think I’m a little bit afraid. What if I don’t like it there – where do I belong?

I don’t want to be anywhere else.

Tokyo by night

Tokyo by night. Will I ever see this with my own eyes?

And as I told my friends at the pub today; right now I’m in a situation in life where I’m free to do whatever I want. Nothing can hold me back, so why should I fear or be held back by laziness.

When I visit Japan, I won’t be alone in flesh, but I will be alone in mind. I understand that now. I don’t blame anyone. How could I. It’s a little bit ironic. It’s how it always have been. It’s sad, but true. I will adapt (as my dear friend Seven Of Nine says… ^^).

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